balanced extremist

I hate this pendulum swing
I hate this stupid silence

I love the nothingness to swing
I love the calm that it brings

I hate this part pretension
I hate this forced purging

I love this separation
I love the eventual healing

I hate that I am calloused
I hate that I still feel something

I love that there's something to feel
I love that I am calloused

I hate being weak
I hate being strong

I love that I have to accept my choices
even if they are wrong