withdraw

here I am
taking advice
starring at the blank page
wanting to write
letting it go,
typing it slow
leaking my thoughts out

it is that time
when low is lower
high is medium
pain is daily
and sleepy eyes gaze
starring far out
but yearning to go in
to close the lid,
and shut the world out

this tired tongue
cannot explain
and delegates the task
to these wanting fingers
who, try as they might,
find themselves still unable
to fully express and
make anyone understand