at the crossroads once again she is forced to assess before going ahead. she realizes that she has, in fact, not moved at all from where she stood when last she checked. she is lost. she is disappointed that, having travelled this far and felt the end so near, she cannot yet see it. this causes her to fall into despair and contemplate travelling the course most familiar to her... to go back the way she came.
the path already travelled is lined with difficulties she had already overcome to arrive where she now stands. the thought of going that road again is just as depressing as the realization of being stagnant. the only option remains to again attempt to go on. she does so reluctantly, aching with the thought of arriving at this place once more.
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I dont quite agree. Maybe the main objective has not been accomplished as expected, but many other obectives have been. You have lived on your own for three years, survived a difficult transition. You have done major travelling on your own. You have made friends of many different nationalities, hence making you more cultured. You have learned to speak in front of an audience, and convincingly too. Even if you go back the way you came you definitely are not the same place you were the last time you checked. Even if you decide to travle that road again, it may look the same, but the scenery has changed.
The light will start shining soon at the end of the tunnel. You will look back and wonder what the fuss was all about...keep the faith!
What D said.
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