I made a resolution
that I thought would be bold
but in actuality
would make me more cold.
Is this what I want,
to feel less and less?
would that make my life better,
would it give me less stress?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I need to find the balance
between my two extremes
of constantly swinging feelings,
each bursting at the seams.
They seem to be somehow
connected to you,
my internal eruptions
respond to what you do.
So since you seem to make
my feelings more intense,
the first thing I need to change
is this emotional dependence.
Still closed for repair
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